I wish I had leadership qualities. I do not. I wish I didn't piss people off all the time, but I do. There is so much I would like to do, so much I would like to accomplish, but if it means that I have to connect with another living human being to do it, it ain't going to happen. It's so frustrating. I've just never in my whole life been able to put all the pieces and parts together.
This reality doesn't freak me out like it used to. Just makes me sad. Makes me sorry for the waste that I am, wanting to make something somewhere better and unable to do so.
Dinner? Fennel and red pepper gratin. Pan-sauteed fish. Tossed green salad. A little weird all the way around, but it did use up some of those (ugh) leftovers in the frig. For which we are eternally grateful.
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